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Interview conducted by Drew Ailes in October, 2005. Posted on 1/13/2006.

Lords INTERVIEW
Lords mastermind Chris Owen spent some quality time with Lambgoat's Drew Ailes in early-November of 2005. Personally, I can't believe Drew stopped the interview to watch Laguna Beach.

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What have you been working on?

I've doing a bunch of stuff. We were doing some new Lords shit earlier, but I'm actually right now mixing some stuff for this band from Syracuse called Engineer.

That's weird, I just heard about them today.

Oh yeah? Yeah, I just finished with their record about a week ago and there's some changes where I have to go back and re-mix some shit. But with Lords, there's some new songs we have that we've been working on. We are recording two songs that are going to be on a split seven inch with this band called In Tongues from here. It's some of the guys who used to be in a band called Kodan Armada. Hyperrealist is putting that out, it'll be out in December. We're also doing an extra bonus track that's going to be in the vinyl for 'Swords'.

Is the next release you do going to be with Jade Tree?

Yeah. We're just doing that single with Hyperrealist and that split with In Tongues, but we don't have any real records planned right now.

How has Jade Tree been treating you so far?

It's been really good so far. Yeah. They're very easy to work with and pretty fair to work with. We're all pretty happy with it, thus far, anyway.

So who's Tony Bailey, and how did he end up in Lords?

Tony has played in a numerous amount of local bands in the last decade. Like, just a shitload of local bands. More notably, he played in Crain for a while, did a tour with Retsin, and worked with a few other groups. He's mostly a drummer, he played drums in all of those bands, but he's played bass in a few bands too. He's just a friend of ours and we've talked on and off about him playing bass for us. It never really kind of worked out for some reason or another. After we had talked to him about going out to the west coast with us just to fill in, because he was in a few other bands at the time, too, and he did that and pretty much decided that he wanted to stick around afterwards.

You guys are going out on a European tour, correct? Who are you talking along with you?

Well, that's all kind of up in the air right now. There are a couple of different...basically as of right now, there's two main people we've been talking to about booking. There's ups and downs on either side and a couple of bands we're also talking about going over with. As of right now, we're just trying to figure out what would be the easiest and best opportunity for the band to take, and most importantly, the band where we would lose as little or as least amount of money as possible. Preferably none.

Just to give you fair warning, a lot of questions I'm asking are going to be sort of stupid. Everyone continually bitches about interviews being too serious or not entertaining enough.

Let me talk about some interviews. There's been some ridiculous ones and some...actually, it's funny, because earlier you were worried about the tape recorder working. So far, one of the best interviews I've done and one of the coolest people I've talked to as far as an interview was this guy, Wade, from Metal Maniacs. We were on the phone forever and just had this long, long, lengthy and in-depth conversation about the band, and it was awesome. And then he called me back the next day and the tape recorder was fucked up. But uh, yeah. A lot of interviews are just really stock-generic questions. People ask you, like, "what's your favorite color?"

Yeah! No shit. I was explaining to someone how one of these days I'm going to get one of those surveys off of someone's Myspace or Livejournal and just give it to them.

And the second problem I've noticed, recently, because I've never really done a lot of interviews at all, until like, 'Swords'. Another thing I notice is that a lot of people tend to not ask you questions. It's like the interviewer has already determined what your band is about. There was this one guy, for a place I won't name names, but it was probably the most prominent magazine that has a featured interview with Lords, or an article on us, calls me and instead of asking me questions, he says, "wouldn't you agree that..." and then he makes a statement. And I was like, "no, actually I don't agree," and I would clarify and the whole time he would just go, "mhmm, yeah. mhmm." At certain points, he would argue with me about it. He would have an assumption that was wrong and then I would explain the truth about a situation and then he would argue with me about it. And I think with this particular person, and other people I talk to, they've already written the article, basically. "Oh, I listened to the Lords record, and this is what I think it's all about," and they go ahead and say all this stuff. One of the mistakes that people tend to think is that we're younger hardcore kids and this is our first band or something like that, because this is the first big release this band has had. Which is totally untrue. Pretty much Lords is the first band that Stan and I have done that has been moderately successful, whereas like, Tony has played in bands much, much, much, more popular than Lords. We're all in our late 20's and early 30's. We're pretty oblivious and unrelated, pretty much, to contemporary hardcore.

Do people consider you to be hardcore?

Sometimes. I think it really depends. Back to before, I think a lot of it is just lazy journalism with certain people we've talked to. "Oh, Lords. New record on Jade Tree. Let's interview them."

They just want four or five sentences to insert in their masturbatory paragraph.

Yeah, yeah.

I don't know if you've ever read our interviews or not, but they're all just...they are as they are. I literally just type up this conversation.

The truth is, I've never actually seen this site until I was recording a band, some kids - this emo band, and they were like, "your record is album of the week at Lambgoat!" And I was like, "huh?"

Lambwhat?

[laughs] Yeah. Because I pretty much use the internet exclusively for Email and porno.

That's the way the internet was intended by Al Gore. Well, that's good that you don't look at our site often.

[Laughs]

Because, well. I don't know. You're probably a better person in the end. I don't know, everybody really likes Lords on that site, though. At least the people who post on the board. They'll be excited about this. So yeah, basically most interviews are piles of shit, which is why a lot of people don't read them. But hopefully we're crafting something...uh...that somebody will read and enjoy. But I won't hold my breath. Like I said, these are dumb questions. Like, have any of you guys ever been arrested or gone to jail?

Let me think. I don't think any of us have actually gone to jail. I know that I and maybe a couple other of us have spent a few hours in the back of police cars, but that's about it. We haven't gotten caught doing anything too bad.

Well done. Is there anything you'd actually be willing to go to jail for?

No. Well.

I mean overnight, not incarcerated or anything.

Yeah, well. I'm trying to think of a tactful way to address this topic. There are many crimes that I'm more than willing to commit, however....there are things that I would do that could possibly put me in jail, but if there was a degree of certainty that if I do this, I am going to get caught, versus if I do this, I could possibly get caught, then I probably wouldn't do it.

I think that goes without saying.

Some people don't really give a fuck, you know?

That's true. I think a lot of us have one of those friends who just will decide to get drunk and fall asleep on a sewer grate and not care for one reason or another. Something retarded. So what did you think you were going to be doing right now when you were younger?

How younger?

Let's go with eleven, because that's when you start to become not so much of an idiot.

When I was eleven, no, I probably wouldn't have thought I'd be doing what I'm doing exactly right now. I was really into music then, but I hadn't even started playing guitar then. I'd always have my headphones on with Master Of Puppets and fuckin'...Guns N' Roses, saying "I'm gonna start a band one day!" But like, probably my idea of what I would be doing if I was playing in a band was drastically different than the reality of what I'm actually doing now.

[laughing] Sorry, I don't mean to laugh. But I can imagine the difference. So what do you think you're going to be when you grow up?

What I'm going to be when I grow up? I think I'm already that.

You think you've already grown up?

Well yeah, I'm 27 years old. I don't think I'm going to do that much more maturing from this point.

I suppose that's true, but, I don't know. Do you ever see yourself getting a desk job and hanging out?

No, no. Absolutely not. Here's the other thing, too. Sort of along those lines. Something that me and my friends used to talk about for a long time. I've decided that I'm essentially unemployable to those type of things. Really, for the last eight years, I haven't even had a real job. Now all I do is play in Lords and do the studio here in Louisville. It doesn't feel weird to me. It doesn't feel exciting to me. It feels normal. I feel that when I wake up every day and go to the studio, I feel natural. I feel like I'm in my natural environment. This is just what I'm supposed to be doing. And I've always felt like that, like, "what do I have to do today? I have to go to band practice. Let's go to band practice." And that's my total, completely normal mode of living. If I'm doing something else, say, I've never actually worked at a desk, but the last sort of real job I've had was at UPS.

Oh man, I hear they kill you there.

Not what I did. I worked there for eight years, just about. It was ridiculous. I worked two and a half to three hours a day. At first I was helping load airplanes; I worked at the airport. Sometimes it was hard work, but the days that you had to work hard were few and far between. The last two or three years that I worked there, I literally did nothing. I pretty much toured the break rooms. I had this weird job where I had a radio and I was just "extra help". And if somebody ever fucked something up, I was supposed to go help them. Basically, I didn't have a supervisor and I came and went as I pleased.

Do you still ever do this?

No, I was forced to resigned due to touring too much, this year.

Do you miss it?

I don't know. See, that's the thing. The only reason I was able to stay at that job was because of the fact that it demanded such absurdly little effort. It got to the point where I'd be sitting in the fucking break room, drinking a cup of coffee and reading the paper, and then they'd call me to go do something that I was technically supposed to be doing. Something I was being paid to do. But I'd just get furious and pissed and be like, "Fuck! I don't want to fucking do that! I'm reading the fucking paper!" You know? "I'm busy! God damn it!" But with everything, like, when I was in school....I very briefly went to college, when I'm doing that shit, I'm just like, fucking miserable and angry. I walk out. The second I wake up in the morning, my stomach is in a fucking knot, my teeth are fucking gritting, my fists are clenched - I'm just fucking pissed and furious and overall, a despicable person. Because it's a totally unnatural fucking mode of living for me. And I don't really think I'm that different than probably most other people.

No, I don't think you are either.

Most of the people just accept the fact that that's the way the rest of their life is going to be. So rather than doing that, I just spend a lot of time working on stuff like recording bands for the last ten years.

So when you tell people all this, and they come to you with these questions like, "so what do you do about health insurance? what do you do about nyuhhhhh....what do you do when you have to retire?"

Well, you know. First of all, I don't really think in terms of retiring. I don't have health insurance. Ironically, I had health insurance when I worked at UPS, and I used to have a lot of chronic sinus infection problems. I would get really fucking sick, to the point where I couldn't swallow or breathe right for like, two or three days, for once a month, until I fucking quit working there. And I haven't been sick since I quit. I think it was just a matter of general stress on the body. Even before I was working there. From the time I was about 11 years old, when I started middle school, up until then. I was just sort of in a constant state of feeling like shit, all the fucking time. And like, I actually physically...my physical health has improved dramatically.

As a result of not working.

Yeah! Exactly!

I don't know, you must be one of those people that definitely uh...peace of mind...healthy....I don't know, there's some quote.

Yeah, I read it in Reader's Digest one time, I know what you're talking about.

I just saw it on the cover. I could not afford to buy it.

[laughing] But as far as what the future holds, a lot of people are really obsessed with that. There's a point where you have to be realistic and you do have to consider what you're going to do in the future. But then, the thing is, there's a lot of decisions that I made ten years ago that are directly affecting where I am today, but those decisions were like, "fuck, should I go buy a bag of pot with this money, or should I save and buy a microphone?" So that's what I did. There's a lot of things and a lot of friends of mine, they're like, going out every night and blowing all their fucking cash in bars and they're broke, and I'm still, to this day, buying guitars and amps and stuff like that. I can drink for free when I'm on tour and people feel sorry for me.

Some people form bands for that reason.

Yeah. So I think that in a lot of respects, I'm very conscious of the future, but as far as to the point of retirement? This is something that not everybody picks the right way, but I have no desire at this point in my life to grow old. This is a whole other conversation in itself, but I don't believe in the sanctity of life. I don't believe in...any sort of higher power or ultimate consequence, and I have no problem taking my own life. Once I get to the point where I'm physically or mentally...or other reasons, it becomes unbearable...

Hey, before we start on this, can you do me a big favor? I have to go watch that stupid show, Laguna Beach, with my girlfriend. She'll seriously kill me if I don't go in there and watch it with her. I've already missed half of it. Have you heard of that shit before?

Yeah, I have, actually. It's fine, just as long as you put in the interview that you have to leave to go watch Laguna Beach.

[interview resumes]

Alright, well, we're not going to spend this interview talking more about MTV reality shows. Before you were talking about...it was another conversation in itself, but you were saying something about the value of life and taking your own life and such.

Oh, I was just talking about how I have no qualms with, once I get to a point where for whatever reason, I cannot function in society any longer, then I have no problems killing myself. I don't believe in the sanctity of life. I don't believe that...like I said, it is a whole other conversation. One of the things I spend a whole lot of time on, one thing I'm very involved in, aside from music, is debunking religion in a variety of manners. I'm real big into psychology and stuff aside from just the history of world religions and how they've evolved, like the psychology behind what appeal they have to any kind of people. So engaging in that thing, you start to realize certain things about yourself. Certain things that once you know it, you can never un-know it.

Which is a scary concept.

It is, it is. Some people have to have things like religion because that's the only motivation they have to continue living. They have to chase this invisible carrot on a stick that they'll never really attain, but as long as they think they're chasing something, that's what gets them through the day.

Yeah, stopping to think something through is such a threatening idea. To really stop and analyze your motivations behind things.

Yeah, totally. Me, what I do, is I constantly question my motivations behind everything I do. Which I think, overall, is a better thing. Truthfully, I think if the rest of the world did that, it would be a lot better place. People would get along a lot better because people would be more honest, not just to each other, but to themselves. But that's just what I think, what the fuck do I know?

You're in Lords, dude. Don't downplay your importance.

Yeahhhhh. My importance to...what?

Hey, there's someone out there who's probably sitting around weeping over that 'Swords' album of yours right now.

[laughing] "I know it's me..."

"They're talking about me, man!" Recently I feel that I just sort of figured out what a lot of life is about, which is a cliche concept that you could probably find in Marilyn Manson lyrics, but I'm just realizing now that I'm in my own place and working a nine to five job, that the only reason people are alive is to buy things. The system works on the whole human ideals of needing more and never being satisfied. So I find myself just bitter at the fact that every month I'll go to the grocery store and I'll leave and say, "alright, I got all the essentials and I got all this other shit. I'm set. I'm good, I'm finally good. So next time I go to the grocery store, I can buy crap like Fruit By The Foot." But then it runs out! Or I finally get this shit replaced on my car, and then something else breaks. So I called my dad one day and I was like, "why didn't you tell me that this is what life is about? Why didn't you tell me that every single fucking time I think I've got everything wrapped up, there's five more fucking things that I still need to do?"

See, you're just kind of on the surface of it. It's really way more fucked up and disheartening than you're making it out to be. In my opinion, it's not that it's about buying things. If you really want to get down to it, it's cultural and societal. There's different expectations in different cultures and societies because not everybody in the world shares the same values. Americans are disgustingly consumer driven, and that's a fact here. But what you have to do is take what's behind that, and then ultimately, it goes back to not so much buying things, but it goes back to your idea of success.

Yeah, of what you should have.

And success is dictated by, again, this is a cultural thing. Different cultures and societies have different ideas of what success is. But take that back another step. Ultimately, what is the goal of success? Why do you want to be successful? And there's two reasons here. Number one is that it's obviously personal comfort. We like to be comfortable with what we're doing, in certain respects, the way our societies are dictates financial success in order to be comfortable. And two, is reproduction. And this is it, if you want to get really into another reason why people have religion and things like that is because there are certain questions that in all reality, we do not possess the answers to. There's things that currently do not exist to be known. This doesn't mean that they will never exist to be known - it just means that they're currently unknown. And as far as a meaning for existence currently doesn't exist to be known. But you know, like, three thousand years ago, when there was lightning in the sky and the Greeks were like, "what the fuck is this," and the answer didn't exist to be known, people said, "oh, it comes from Zeus' index finger," and that seemed pretty plausible at the time because they didn't have the technology that we have now. And of course, now, if you were to say that, people would just say you're fucking retarded.

So is there anything you do hold as being kind of spiritual and inexplicable? Or do you believe that everything can be explained?

Oh, hell no. No. I don't believe in a soul or any of that garbage. I'll get to that here in a second. The only thing that we do know, as far as why life exists, if you look at it from an objective point of view, all life, not just human life but animal and even plant life, exists to procreate it's own species. The species of each living species exists to sustain itself. Another fact is that they don't exist in harmony. Nature does not exist in harmony, nature exists in constant combat; in constant war. It's all various species fighting for...

Supremacy.

Supremacy, and then when you have equal amounts of them, they kind of balance themselves out. That's what we call harmony, but it's not really harmony.

It's not really harmony because they're still attacking and destroying...

Yeah. It's just constant and equal amounts of combat. It's constant war. It's not harmony.

And that could easily be traced into human activity today.

That's why we have different countries and nationalism. We just split it off and made that concept so much more complex than it needs to be.

Yeah, we've romanticized the idea of world peace when really, world peace may involve war.

Yeah but see, that's a little bit different, I think. Because there's, like I said, the difference humans have as opposed to a variety of other living things is that we have better cognitive abilities, that we're able to understand our surroundings a little more. Not only that, but why things happen. So with a better cognitive ability, that's our adaptive advantage. Everything has an adaptive advantage. Cheetahs run really fucking fast and giraffes have really long necks so they can get shit at the top of the trees. Our adaptive advantage is a better cognitive ability: that means we have a better understanding of our surroundings so we can better learn how to manipulate our surroundings to better serve ourselves.

Why do you think that adaptation occurred? Is it because we're sort of soft and fragile to an extent?

Yeah. Well, I mean, physically, we're not too supreme. There are plenty of other animals that are bigger and stronger and faster than others. And I don't think it definitely happened for a reason, I just think that the early humans that were the smartest were the ones that survived, and the ones that weren't were the ones that became extinct. It's like natural selection. The animals that are able to adapt to their own surroundings are the ones that will survive longer. It's the same respect in the same reason as cockroaches. If there's a nuclear holocaust, everything will die except for cockroaches because of their ability to reproduce fast enough and their ability to adapt to changing situations fast enough. Faster than we could.

So how did we develop a trait that's ultimately probably going to destroy us? That's what's always confused me. I'm not a spiritual thing, so don't think I'm trying to come at you like that. But I've always been confused by the idea that we did develop the cognitive abilities that we do have in a natural way, why is it that...how is it that we're allowed to develop a psyche that has led us into something that will inevitably fuck everything up? Do you think it's because it will pave the way for something different millions of years from now?

Hmm, I think it's a little simpler than that. I don't think it's premeditated thing. I think it goes back to two things that I think are at the root of any human conflict. Greed and ignorance. When you go to that level, any kind of conflict in the world either boils down to one of the two. It's either competition for resources, which equates to wealth and success, or it's a matter of ignorance; either natural or willful. And I think religion is definitely a big part of the ignorance problem. That's a big element there. The same reason why the base of the current administration, they were elected up on Evangelical Christians. People who don't believe in evolution. People who don't believe in something we've observed in the last hundred years. And they don't believe in that because it's ignorance. It's combined natural and willful ignorance. There's certain things that some of these people have never been exposed to. Certain information and general facts...

But they don't want to be exposed to them.

...so they do things so that they're not exposed to them. And then...you know, so on and so-forth. Kind of a tangent here. There was something that I was going to tie this all into. I kind of totally forgot about what we were talking about five minutes ago.

Let me think...before I asked you the question about people destroying the earth...shit, I can't remember. Didn't this start when you said you were just going to kill yourself when you become old and functionless?

Oh, yeah. Yeah. Ultimately, the reason why I say that I don't believe...I don't need...I'm not chasing an invisible carrot on a stick. That's what I think most people have in life to varying degrees. I don't necessarily think I have one of those. I do what makes me happy and comfortable and I try to not do things if it's possible to infringe on someone else's happiness or comfort. And when I get to a point where I can't live happily and comfortably anymore, then I have no problem not living. Does that make any sense?

No, it makes plenty of sense. We found out recently that someone we know has a stockpile of pills that they're going to ingest when they're not longer able to do things. Nobody looked at them like, "oh god," they were just like, "well, that sounds good. Let us know when you're going to do that."

That's a respectful thing. To be able to...for someone who can live on their own terms, why not die on your own terms?

Or why not, you didn't get to choose your birth, so you should at least get to choose your death.

Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Really.

Needless to say, I won't say I'm ungrateful for being alive, but there are six billion other people who are also alive. That's quite a few.

Yeah. Well, there's certain...there's a lot of different circumstances that a person could be in. Like, me, myself, if I had some incurable disease that would ultimately kill me anyway, I would rather plan out of my own death in a fashion that would be on my terms and under my conditions and die before I got to the point where I was physically incapacitated.

Do you ever consider killing yourself in a really grand way?

Oh yeah, yeah. I don't know if that's proper to talk about on tape. And another thing, this is as specific as I'll get, but if there was a situation....in which that...the cause of your distress that was making your life so unbearable belonged to some other...organization or person...it's really no different than why we have suicide bombers. If you're going to die, you might as well make it worthwhile. And if nothing else, if you can at least bring some misery up on the people that have brought you misery, in the process, then it's a success.

As long as it's righteous misery.

Yeah, but a lot of it, whether it's right is a matter of opinion. But me personally, I would never wish any suffering upon anybody that I did not think deserved it.

Well, alright. That question all started from, "what do you think you're going to be when you grow up?"

[laughing] Oh. Uh...

No, no, no. We already got that question. You said you're 27..."I'm a grown-ass man." So, uh, who does your shirts, man?

Our drummer, Stan. He does all the art for Lords.

I figured I'd follow with that question after that. He does all the art?

Yeah, he does all of it.

I was very impressed, I picked up the Megadeth one. I'm still very satisfied with it. It's the shirt that keeps on shirting. It's a favorite. So has he ever explained why everything he creates is so frightening?

Is it frightening?

It's just...I don't know, it makes you cock your head and go, "hm." I guess frightening if you're intoxicated.

No, he's real influenced by like, Art Chantry. I don't know if you're familiar with his stuff at all. Art Chantry is his biggest single influence. And there's a lot of really high contrast cut and paste stuff. His art didn't use any computers or anything like that, it's all cut and paste.

Yeah, there's some really cool collage art out there.

So that's the kind of stuff Stan's always been into and he's done a lot of shit like that. With Lords stuff, I'll be like, "man, you should make something with this on it," and he'll be like, "cool," and do something. We'll like, "make it as ridiculous as possible!" That's usually how the "check this out, it's fucking absurd!" "Yeah! It's fucking awesome! It makes no sense!" That's about the...the motivation.

Is that how the music is written as well?

On occasion, yeah.

Just at practice just..."check this out, it's fucking sweet!" "Awesome! Let me try!"

Yeah, there's not really...I mean, it's kind of different. Sometimes it's like that, sometimes it's not. But there is a large percentage of everything that our band does, from music or art or the way we conduct ourselves in general, that happens for no other reason than because we think it's ridiculous and we can. So we'll pick doing things that we think are stupid in front of other people, especially if other people don't think it's stupid or whatever.

That's probably one of my favorite things to do. I don't know how to necessarily describe it, but just doing something that's so stupid that other people won't understand that you think it's stupid, which in turn, makes them think you're stupid. To me, that's what I'm into. Convincing people that you're stupid and never letting them in on the fact that you know they think that.

In a lot of ways, I think music, especially these days, and even all art...I don't know if you're a Charles Bukowski fan at all, but Bukowski pretty much hated all of his contemporary authors and he thought it was stupid. He thought what they did was stupid. And I feel sort of the same way about like, modern music. Not even just modern music, but music in general. I mean, music is fucking dumb. Do you know what it is? It's a vibration. You're doing something that's making these air molecules vibrate, and these vibrations go through space, and then they hit someone's ears, and then the bones in their ears rattle and it translates into a certain noise, this sound in their brain. And some people think certain sounds are cooler than other sounds. Whole industries are built around it and all this shit, and really, it's fucking dumb. But I still do it because it brings me pleasure. But I think at the same time, because I know it's dumb and so many people don't, especially because there's a lot of people in bands that are really self-obsessed and they think they're really fucking important, and they think that they're really doing something special. Well, let me rephrase this. Not only this topic, but this is how I feel in many other topics. A lot of people think, they try to say that everything in life is equally important. And I think that's actually a bad philosophy.

Everything in life is equally important as far as what?

Well, just like, people think that what they do is important and they try to say that. I think that's a problematic world view. Because certain things are self-contradictory, you see? You cannot say, for instance, that NWA is equal to Skrewdriver. You can't say that. And that creates problems. Sometimes problems, not only in music, even in like, politics or whatever else, religion, problems that erupt into very, very, bad and wide-encompassing disasters. So my world view, is that instead of everything is equally important, is that everything is equally stupid. That playing in a band is just as stupid as being a doctor, which really, is just as stupid as being a king, or what the fuck ever. And that stupidity is based upon the futility of existence and blah, blah, blah, and so forth.

I don't know if this ties in, necessarily, but recently I've been spouting off about how recently society has been trying to nurture the idea that everybody should be expressive and everybody should be...I don't know. I don't know how to say this without sounding like the biggest dick in the world. Basically put, not all people are great artists, but everybody is encouraged to do it under the pretense that it's beautiful no matter how much it sucks because they put their heart in it. Having reviewed music for around two years, my view has gradually changed to believe that some people need to find another form of art that doesn't suck so much.

I agree and disagree at the same time. There's a lot of things. I think most forms of art suck, but I think that everybody should be doing what they want to do, but the reason they should be doing it is because they want to do it.

That's what I mean. I have no problem with someone doing it, but when they force it upon other people as something that's moving...

Yeah. See, I think everybody, especially in art, if there's an expression that they feel they need to make for whatever reasons or motivations they do, then by all means, fucking do it. But don't expect that anyone else is going to give a fuck. The problem I have is people who make art and then, especially, I'm sure you've probably encountered this, I don't think anybody should ever make their art public if they cannot take criticism of it. I'm sure you probably know what I mean. But if you send your record to a fucking reviewer at a website or a magazine or whatever...

Expect a fucking review.

...and they trash it, that's what they thought. That's what that person thought about it. And if you can't handle that, don't make your art public. And if you're comfortable and that person's opinion doesn't matter to you, then so what?

People think that reviews should be done for the purpose of publicity. When you send your shit in for review, you are asking for a review. The best possible thing that could happen is that you read it and take some of those things to heart and if you can find a way to agree to agree with them, change it. Or fucking disagree and trash the review. Do one or the other.

Yeah, exactly. If you care about these people's opinion, you'll listen to it and act accordingly. And if you don't care, don't solicit it. And even if you do, there's a lot of...obviously a good review is a good thing. That can turn people on to your music and stuff. But there's a lot of bad reviews for Lords that I thought were good reviews because they described what they thought the record was, which, sometimes was the same thing I think the record is, and they just didn't like it.

I was going to ask you, actually, what would you say to the guy who wrote this about 'Swords'? "With such pitifully dismissible agenda on its plate, we might as well be listening to Cradle of Filth, or, for that matter, Gwen Stefani. Lords hasn’t figured out a real reason for hardcore – the venting of social pressures, anxieties and anger – so it invents one straight from its imagination. Yawn." How do you feel about that? I basically fell out of my chair when I read that.

[laughing] I just feel like there's an airplane soaring way above that person's head. I think I read that somewhere. That's the one where said that the lyrics were fantasy lyrics about D&D?

No, I think it said that the lyrics were inspired by the Medici family or something like that.

Oh, see, that's somebody who read one line and doesn't know what the fuck he's talking about.

I just like that they said you haven't found out the real reason for hardcore.

I'd like for that person to explain to me the reason for hardcore.

I would too.

Yeah, yeah. That's funny. Another thing is that, especially modern music, this is another one of my opinions, lyrically, hardcore music is at an all time low. The band that really influenced me the most, lyrically, would be like, Kinghorse, from Louisville.

Kinghorse? No.

Yeah. They were like, late 80's, early 90's. They're really big around here. Danzig produced the record. They didn't really do too much else. When I talk to anybody outside of Louisville who has seen Kinghorse, they usually give me the same story which is usually like, "they played this show and everybody except for me and five of my friends went outside when they played," but that person and their five friends become crazy and maniacal cult-like fans. They were just really an intense sort of metal/punk band, not really too dissimilar to what Lords does now. Here, Kinghorse is like a religion here in Louisville. People either love and worship it obsessively, or they hate it obsessively. There's very few people who are in the middle when it comes to that band. Lyrically, that was one of my biggest influences. It was very intelligent yet artful and also scathingly angry and mean. That's what I try to do with Lords. I don't expect everybody understand it because I'm not trying to make everybody understand it. I like songs about things that I have experienced in some way and obviously care about to some extent and things that have moved me in a variety of different ways. But first and foremost, it's a matter of expression to me. I would write it whether I sang it to myself in my basement or put it on a record released on Jade Tree or whatever. The audience doesn't dictate the form of my art. So that's why I don't expect everybody to get into it. If somebody really wanted me to explain to them what it's about, I would. The subject matter isn't really all that different than what any other hardcore band sings about, just maybe in a different way. The problem I have is most modern hardcore bands' lyrics are just fucking terrible. It's the way I thought when I was eleven years old. I don't think that way anymore. I don't make those same kind of analogies. I don't hear it that way in my brain, so I write the way I think about things. And that's just my own perspective, because I mean, better or worse, it's my own personal preference. So...anyway.

Uh...I don't remember how we got on this one either.

You were asking me about something or another about a portion of a review.

Yeah, but I skipped over some questions to go to that, so I....nevermind, it doesnt matter. Good answer, good answer. Well, one of the guys from The Minor Times wanted me to ask what's up with all your hair?

What's up with all our hair?

That's just what he wanted me to ask. He said, "I love those guys, ask them what's up with their hair."

[Laughs] Uh...I don't know. That's all I got.

You guys just have a lot of hair.

Eh, maybe. I think he's talking about...down there.

I'll tell him he's an asshole. So in your honest opinion, where is the band going from here? Obviously I don't think you're expecting to be playing arenas anything.

I really can't say. To tell you the truth, I really never thought that the band would be as well-recieved as we've been recently. And that's cool. I like that. I think anybody likes when they do something, performance or art, that other people like. That's cool. But I have no idea, really. Like I said, I never really thought that that many people would ever give a fuck about this. I've been in the same kind of bands for almost ten years in Louisville. Usually it's the kind of thing where one or two other people you meet who are in other bands are like, "that was really cool." Not the kind of thing that most of the kids that go to shows like or relate to.

I know you've mentioned a lot of music that you don't like, but what are some bands that you do like, along the lines of Kinghorse? Bands that you feel everyone should listen to.

Well, I don't actually feel that everyone should listen to Kinghorse, because...well, I mean, it'd be cool if they did, but most people won't like it. It's also one of those things that's more of an experience. Recent bands, I'd have to say Wrangler Brutes.

Yeah! They're good, I was listening to them the other day.

Wrangler Brutes are one of the only relatively new bands that I've heard that I'm just fucking blown away by, that I'm like, "this is fucking awesome!" They did that U.S. tour and we were kind of a month behind them and I kept talking to people in places, like, "Man! Did you see Wrangler Brutes? We're they fucking bad?!" And people were just like, "Meh, they were okay."

For some reason they made me think of Mclusky. You ever listen to them?

Nah, I don't think I've ever heard that band.

They're good. Their kind of hard to explain. They're like, really heavy rock with a lot of over-the-top screaming. It's got a good sense of humor to it. They broke up a while ago.

Wrangler Brutes are something that I really like. I think the music is interesting and just totally rockin' and punk, but I think it's interesting too. It's not just like, three chords, or whatever. And lyrically, it's something that's really witty and sarcastic, but still angry, and almost comical but not in a goofy dumb way. In an angry-comical way. I don't know if that makes sense. Another band that I'm always singing the praises of, to largely deaf ears, is Voivod.

Oh man, will you please explain to me about Voivod? I go back and forth on them as far as all of their releases go. I'll get some of their albums and then get rid of them. I'm a fan of old thrash, too. The only album I ever got familiar with was 'Negatron', and that's because I bought it in 8th grade.

That's like, newer stuff, isn't it?

Yeah, I know. Yeah.

That shit sucks.

I'm waiting to listen to 'Angel Rat'.

I don't really like 'Angel Rat' that much. There's two Voivod records. They're one of those bands that started out as just kind of a bad thrash band.

Exactly. I think that's what I've heard and then their new stuff. I think I've missed their golden albums.

Yeah. Then they had this period of time where they actually got weirder and weirder, and fucking, that's the part I really liked. And then they kind of got sort of a weird peak, and then all the new shit is like nu-metal. It's fucking terrible. And their old shit, like 'War and Pain' and that stuff, I'm not really that big of a fan. I don't like it.

So what are the albums I need to investigate?

First and foremost, 'Nothingface', I don't know if you've heard that one. That's the pinnacle of Voivod. The other one I would recommend that I really liked a lot was 'Killing Technology'. I don't know if you've heard that one at all.

I think I got that one by mistake because I thought that was Killing Joke or something.

No, hah. 'Killing Technology' I haven't listened to in a long time because it was stolen from me, but I like that one a lot. But 'Nothingface' is my favorite. That album in particular was very influencial on me, musically, because it was really weird and hard, but not heavy. They were a really interesting and dynamic band, especially for the period. I sort of relate that band to a more technically proficient version of some of these noisy like, Gravity Records bands. Or kind of the new technical/noise hardcore. I listen to that record and like, that band was doing the same kind of stuff, and in my mind, better, years ago.

What are some other bands?

Obviously I'm a huge Slayer fan and Black Flag, and I'm really into early Rollins band stuff. Those are also big personal influences on me. Man, what else? I'm kind of braindead right now.

Lastly, what's something interesting about the band that not many people know?

Something interesting that not many people know? I don't know, there's probably lots and lots of little things that might be interesting.

You may select from a variety.

Fuck, I don't know. Stan and I have been playing together since 2000 in just various incarnations of what essentially has been the same band. We were originally a four piece. I don't know if many people know that or not. The first line-up of Lords was me and Stan, and this guy Billy Bisig, who played bass for Elliott, and this guy, Steve George, who used to be in another band that me and Stan were in before that, and Steve was also in that band, The National Acrobat. We had two guitar players. Basically, Billy and Steve were both really good friends of ours. Stan and I had played with Steve before, but he quit because he was in school and real busy. Then he moved out of that and went into a band again. After the second tour we did with Breather Resist, both of them quit. Steve met a new girl and kind of didn't want to do all of the work that was involved in being a full-time band, and then Billy, sort of the same reason. A little bit lazy. Didn't really want to do all the work. On top of that, he couldn't really play a lot of the songs anyway. [laughs] So it ended up working out alright.

Lastly, is there anything that you wanted to add or anything we haven't covered?

I don't know. That's a dangerous thing to say to me. We could start talking about fucking science or something stupid. I guess this is good enough.



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